Solitude and You...!!!
This post is regarding my loneliness and the solitude within me and though being a Solitairy reaper I do experience a force within me and around me that drives me through the world and all obstacles till now.
The description below is merely a dream that I had experienced few days back.
This is how the dream goes.....
It was quite beautiful evening. Sun was setting down after a lot of hard work. Sun was happy and jubiliant because he was now done with his work and now it was time for him to take some rest. The sun was throwing beautiful and charming colorful rays out of it. Colorful shades were making the sea horizon more beautiful. With such an intense beauty of the nature and the surrounding weather I was enjoying to the core with my solitude and nature. Adding to the beauty of the nature was the beach and the surrounding calm sea with the little rumbling waves of sky blue water gently touching my feet giving me a strong sensation.
Beach is always too full of visitors and love birds. But this beach was different.The evening was different for me. I was walking alone on the beach. Waves were quite soothing and soft. Everything surrounding me was different that evening. And I just kept walking and walking watching the endless sea and then I saw the beautiful sun sinking near the horizon of the ocean. I Wanted to go there and hold the sinking sun but slowly and slowly darkness had started giving its presence.Sky had started filling with small lanterns (Stars) and moon set there smiling at me.
I sat there staring at the sky and realized that something was missing my life and I had a feeling that I was waiting for someone. And got stuck!! I am here to see whom? I went blank for sometime and again got lost in thoughts. Suddenly,I had a feeling that she was holding my hand. I felt complete...
I thought 'how was my day today’? "Stressed, really tired of all paper works for project, hardcore coding, false smiles, false politeness” literally tired of being a rigid human being... Something was actually missing in my life. I had everything in life "education, family, friends, power", then what still made me feel incomplete was the question lingering in my mind? This question kept hovering for a long time?
I don't know how I ended up driving to beach. Was someone about to come? I need someone to share my joys which are just lost from my life and my sorrows which are overflowing because of emotions of having seclusion and solitude in my life. Suddenly I felt giddy and was about to faint but I found someone holding me, supporting me. I turned around and I found you. Yes, It was you. Suddenly you came to my life and changed it. You took me in your arms and I felt that I got everything in my life. You were the one I was waiting for.
And then the alarm rang, and I had to leave "You".......
Thursday, February 25, 2010
Tuesday, February 23, 2010
Amazing Weekend
Best Buddies and an Amazing Weekend...!!!!
Hey hi Friends, I am Rushi Mehta and I am Presently pursuing my Engineering degree in Information Technology from Nirma University,Ahmedabad.Currently, I am on my project training period at Prometheus Solutions Pvt Ltd, Mumbai. you can check out my personal and other details from my website and the link is also available in my blogger profile.
This is the first time I am writing a blog... so there are chances my language may appear out to be a little bit rough and at some point gramatically incorrect so please condone such mistakes....henceforth I shall try to improve upon that too. The manner in which I have written this post is in a bit kiddish way....
Anyways I don't know where to start with...Actually these days I am a bit overloaded with work, having received a deadline of finishing the HR Module, Marketing and Project Management Module by 25th of March in fully operating condition..I am a bit frustrated and tensed right now as usual with having to finish the HR module by the end of this month.But I have always been very lucky in case I am too frustrated or befuddled in life, I always have my besty on my side. Yea I would like to name my two best friends 'Varun Jain' and 'Nitin Garg' and yea my funny younger brother 'Shravan' and I can't even forget the main caricatured guy 'Devesh' .....both are my roomies here...
Varun, My besty is here in Mumbai for a short vacation at my place and I guess almost after a 4-5 months I have had a chance to remove all the frustration and the solitude that I had within me because of the work load and other tensions. The last 5 days that I have spent with Ishan (my school friend) and Varun has totally charged me up and has once again made my optimism alive. Usually I spend my daytime in office... half sleepy and half the time I am really very active working sincerely....I even spend sometime on facebooking and chatting....
The day since Varun has arrived we have been partying hard till late night freaking around and visiting new places for dinner and fun.At the end when we are really tired say by 2 or 3 in the morning, we go to my favourite spot at Juhu Power House for a glass of tea/coffee...So you can imagine the amount of hours we have been sleeping since last 5 days as I have my office the next day in the morning at 9. These days as Varun is here, I Leave from the office,I reach home and then wear the usual casual clothes leaving aside my formal clothes which gives an impression of a sincere guy...and then we go out and hook up with our other school friends here in mumbai.
This Saturday had fun, we all went to some place (Copy of Macdonalds) at Bandra I don't remember exactly for havin burger and then from there we went to a place for desserts....We returned home late night at 4 and then the next day for trekking at kalsubai peaks(highest peak of Maharashtra)...It was a terrific and amazing experience....After having done with the fantastic adventure, we once again decided to go to town side, so we got a table booked at Koyla's(in the colaba region)....
We had dinner and sheesha's there......and yea by serendipity I met 8th std friend James over there, almost after 9 years. Yea by the way I forgot to mention that we (Me and Ishan) took membership at Dhuan's... and we missed our complementary foot massage on sunday as we couldnt go der..I regret that (hope you can understand ..hehe..!!) but not much as we too had fun.....That was the end of an amazing and awesome weekend I have spent in my life...
The next day usual routine office in the morning and there it was an end to the fantabulous and a unforgettable weekend....!!!!!!
Thanks a lot Varun for being there for me at the right time and bolstering me...
Hey hi Friends, I am Rushi Mehta and I am Presently pursuing my Engineering degree in Information Technology from Nirma University,Ahmedabad.Currently, I am on my project training period at Prometheus Solutions Pvt Ltd, Mumbai. you can check out my personal and other details from my website and the link is also available in my blogger profile.
This is the first time I am writing a blog... so there are chances my language may appear out to be a little bit rough and at some point gramatically incorrect so please condone such mistakes....henceforth I shall try to improve upon that too. The manner in which I have written this post is in a bit kiddish way....
Anyways I don't know where to start with...Actually these days I am a bit overloaded with work, having received a deadline of finishing the HR Module, Marketing and Project Management Module by 25th of March in fully operating condition..I am a bit frustrated and tensed right now as usual with having to finish the HR module by the end of this month.But I have always been very lucky in case I am too frustrated or befuddled in life, I always have my besty on my side. Yea I would like to name my two best friends 'Varun Jain' and 'Nitin Garg' and yea my funny younger brother 'Shravan' and I can't even forget the main caricatured guy 'Devesh' .....both are my roomies here...
Varun, My besty is here in Mumbai for a short vacation at my place and I guess almost after a 4-5 months I have had a chance to remove all the frustration and the solitude that I had within me because of the work load and other tensions. The last 5 days that I have spent with Ishan (my school friend) and Varun has totally charged me up and has once again made my optimism alive. Usually I spend my daytime in office... half sleepy and half the time I am really very active working sincerely....I even spend sometime on facebooking and chatting....
The day since Varun has arrived we have been partying hard till late night freaking around and visiting new places for dinner and fun.At the end when we are really tired say by 2 or 3 in the morning, we go to my favourite spot at Juhu Power House for a glass of tea/coffee...So you can imagine the amount of hours we have been sleeping since last 5 days as I have my office the next day in the morning at 9. These days as Varun is here, I Leave from the office,I reach home and then wear the usual casual clothes leaving aside my formal clothes which gives an impression of a sincere guy...and then we go out and hook up with our other school friends here in mumbai.
This Saturday had fun, we all went to some place (Copy of Macdonalds) at Bandra I don't remember exactly for havin burger and then from there we went to a place for desserts....We returned home late night at 4 and then the next day for trekking at kalsubai peaks(highest peak of Maharashtra)...It was a terrific and amazing experience....After having done with the fantastic adventure, we once again decided to go to town side, so we got a table booked at Koyla's(in the colaba region)....
We had dinner and sheesha's there......and yea by serendipity I met 8th std friend James over there, almost after 9 years. Yea by the way I forgot to mention that we (Me and Ishan) took membership at Dhuan's... and we missed our complementary foot massage on sunday as we couldnt go der..I regret that (hope you can understand ..hehe..!!) but not much as we too had fun.....That was the end of an amazing and awesome weekend I have spent in my life...
The next day usual routine office in the morning and there it was an end to the fantabulous and a unforgettable weekend....!!!!!!
Thanks a lot Varun for being there for me at the right time and bolstering me...
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